Friday, July 31, 2015

Reading List! (July 31, 2015)


Finished this month:
The Law of Christ by Charles Leiter
OK. If you’re going to buy a book – get this one. Ohhhh I LOVED this book! On a couple of occasions it actually made me so joyful in the Lord it made me want to jump up and down and shout Hallelujah! This book lays before you the supreme excellence and glory of Christ, and it is so freeing, and so beautiful!

“The way of holiness is ultimately a love relationship with Christ,
empowered by the Holy Spirit.” (p. 220)

How is one to understand the law? Is the law of Moses and the law of Christ the same thing? How do they relate? What does it mean when the Scripture says that we are “free from the law” (Romans 8:2) or are no longer “under law” (Gal 5:18)? In sum: How should we live out this Christian life? Charles Lieter does a wonderful job exploring these questions, showing from the Scriptures how we should live in light of the example and commandments of Christ. We are indeed set free from the law and “in-lawed to Christ” (1 Cor 9:21). Throughout Scripture we have contrasts: flesh/spirit, law/grace, Moses/Christ. “It is not that the law of Christ overthrows the ‘holy and righteous and good’ law of Moses. God forbid! Rather, it fulfills and surpasses it!” (p. 94) We actually live by a higher standard – Christ! Over and over he emphasizes, our standard is Christ, and it is in light of the New Covenant and the supreme law of love that we interpret and “keep” the law. It’s not by rules, it’s by walking in the Spirit, by walking in love. Charles writes, “The Christian lives in a realm of glorious freedom, a freedom that brings with it the responsibility to serve others through love” (p. 104). It was convicting of course… how short I fall of Christ’s example to love!!!

If you have questions about this area, about what the law means or how you should be living out the Christian life and applying Scripture’s commands you need to read this book! If you are a Christian this will SO encourage you! There’s also a whole appendix in the back with some further discussion as well as a whole bunch of “frequently asked questions” which Charles does a fabulous job answering!

You can buy this book for just $11 (plus some shipping) here: http://www.grantedministries.org/law-of-christ-book-charles-leiter/
There’s a great summary of the book on this page as well. And on the same website you can get the e-book for $8.
OR – for  a free download of a 3-part message on this topic from Charles Leiter see here: http://www.grantedministries.org/law-of-christ-charles-leiter/


This month I also read four books on prayer.  It was interesting to compare, but also learn from each of these authors:

Answers to Prayer by George Muller
This one was less teaching and more just stories of answered prayer. At some point I want to read George Muller’s 2-part Narrative, but this little book gave a number of its highlights. In it you also find a section on how George Muller “found” (discerned) the will of God and how he knew what to pray for. Great little book that will give you great encouragement in your prayers!


The Prayer Life by Andrew Murray
In this book Andrew Murray very seriously addresses the sin of prayerlessness. Prayerlessness is really self-dependence and pride. We think we can control or change the situation so why pray? But at the heart of Christianity is the need for humility and dependence on God, thus we pray. Andrew Murray also address the importance of realizing one’s position in Christ. Thus he spends several chapters discussing sin and our need for Christ, and how our salvation secures for us victory over sin, assurance and enables us to pray with boldness. The relationship with Christ must be cultivated though and the Christian must learn to abide in Christ if he/she is to have a strong and effective prayer life. We must pray by faith, in dependence on God and with full surrender. There are one or two things in this book that I didn’t really like – but it was mostly phrasing… for clarity. Some do not like Andrew Murray for his association with Keswick, but for him (and I would agree) Keswick theology was simply emphasizing the truth that God can be trusted to keep us – we simply need to trust Him to do it and seek to abide in Him instead of relying on our own efforts.

“Nothing, nothing but the constant nearness and unceasing power of the living Christ can make it possible for you rightly to understand what sin is and to detest it.” (p. 59)
“Prayer is not merely coming to God to ask something from Him. It is above all fellowship with God and being brought under the power of His holiness and love…” (p. 40-41)


Draw the Circle by Mark Batterson
This is one of those books that within Reformed circles there is much criticism. I can understand why, but I will start off by saying that this book did challenge me. It challenged me to pray more boldly, more specifically and to not be afraid to pray (which is really doubt). The chief complaints from critics about this book (which would also include Mark’s first book The Circle Maker) involve two things: Mark’s use of Scripture (how he often makes a point, and then uses Scripture to back it up when we should normally be doing the opposite – Mark’s sermons, from the few I listened to are the same way), and his mysticism. Mysticism can be hard to define. There are many examples of extreme mysticism and many false religious are big on mysticism, thus naturally we should be wary of it. However, I am of the opinion that we can also go too far to the other extreme and become rigid in our religion and lose all passion. Christianity is in a sense a "mystic" religion - it is spiritual. How easy it is to simple believe in a sovereign God and become apathetic. I do love what Mark says, “In His omniscience and omnipotence, God has determined there are some things He will only do in response to prayer. The Bible puts it bluntly: ‘You do not have because you do not ask God.’ If we don’t ask, God can’t answer.” (p. 96, emphasis his). I would probably say I’m about 25% mystic, but this book is more like 50% mystic… less theologically precise and more experiential. That said, I would read this book with some caution. I would NOT give it to an unbeliever or even a Christian who was not very grounded in their walk with the Lord or in their knowledge of Scripture. Don’t get me wrong, I’m glad I read it and there are sections in this book that I loved (like I put exclamation points and a yes! next to it). His thoughts on prayer and fasting were really good, and throughout I was inspired and encouraged in a God who does indeed answer prayer – even the ones that seem impossible. He talks about how the answer to prayer is not the goal, the process is, because that’s often what changes us. He also shares how God’s answer to our prayers may be a no – and we need to be willing to accept that. But, if we are praying something that is His will then He will answer – although in His time and in His way. I love this quote:

“Our biggest problem is our small view of God. God is so much bigger than our biggest problems. God is so much better than our best thoughts. He is infinitely wiser and more glorious and powerful than anything we can imagine.” (p. 206)

Personally, my biggest problem with this book was that I was left with this question: How does one discern the will of God? How do we discern if what we want, what we feel is the will of God? Also, if we think we know what it is, how do we know that’s what it is? Where do we cross the line into presumption? These are important questions and unfortunately Mark does not really address them.

There are some who sharply criticize this book as a “name-it-and-claim-it” type of praying but I do not think this is accurate. This quote will sum up Mark’s view of prayer nicely:

Drawing circles is a metaphor that simply means ‘praying until God answers’. It’s a determination to pray as long as it takes, even if it takes longer than you ever imagined. Drawing prayer circles isn’t some magic trick to get what you want from God. God is not a genie in a bottle, and your wish is not His command. His command better be your wish. If it’s not, you won’t be drawing prayer circles, you’ll end up walking in circles. Drawing prayer circles starts with discerning what God wants, what God wills. And until His sovereign will becomes your sanctified wish, your prayer life will be unplugged from its power supply. And getting what you want isn’t the goal; the goal is glorifying God by drawing circles around the promises, miracles, and dreams He wants for you.” (p. 119)

Amen! So, go ahead and draw circles around your prayers if that will help you grow in your prayer life!

A Praying Life by Paul Miller
If you're going to read a book on prayer though, this one should probably be it. This book was excellent! Immensely practical with helpful stories and it covers so many things in the area of life and prayer! Many of us tend to separate our real life from prayer – as if they exist in different realms, but in reality prayer is to be a part of our reality! Paul Miller has had his share of suffering and through this he really has learned how to have a praying life.
There were a number of similarities to Mark’s book above… like this quote: “Prayer is simply the medium through which we experience and connect to God” (p. 20), and his emphasis on asking God for the dreams and things on our hearts – even if they seem unrealistic or impossible: “We can dream big because God is big” (p. 206). In contrast with Mark’s though, it is much more Scripturally precise and also more practical. There’s a whole chapter on “hearing God” and how to discern what He’s saying to us. It was excellent – I rather wish he’d write a book just on that chapter! One criticism or weakness is where Andrew Murray is strongest – out identity and position in Christ gives us great boldness in prayer. Yes, we are to come like children, but we are also called to become mature. But he had such great thoughts on the reasons we don’t pray, the number one being cynicism, and writes on how we can guard and fight against these false ideas. It gave me so much to think about! He is very practical and very wisely answers questions that many have in the area of “unanswered” prayer. There were so many beautiful thoughts in this book! It drew me to adore my Savior more, and to be more aware of times when I should/could be praying instead of resuming I have it under control. Towards the end of the book he gives some practical advice on how to have a prayer time that is organized so that you can pray specifically.

“Prayer is strikingly intimate. As soon as you take a specific answer to prayer and try to figure out what caused it, you lose God. We simply cannot see the casual connections between our prayers and what happens…The only way to know how prayer works is to have complete knowledge and control of the past, present, and future. In other words, you can figure out how prayer works if you are God.” (p. 128)
“The great struggle of my life is not trying to discern God’s will; it is trying to discern and then disown my own.” (p. 157)
“When we don’t receive what we pray for or desire, it doesn’t mean that God isn’t acting on our behalf. Rather, he’s weaving his story.” (p. 187)

 
Conclusion: Each of these 4 books emphasizes that the driving force behind having a life of prayer is summed up in one word: Abiding. Each of them encouraged me to seek the Lord, to pray and not rely on myself. Again, I would say that if you want a book on prayer, I’d definitely recommend starting with the “A Praying Life”. The others are fine additions if you want to read further and for other recommendations, I’d also recommend the following: “A Treasury of Prayer” by E.M. Bounds, edited by Leonard Ravenhill, “The Power of Prayer in A Believer’s Life” by Spurgeon, “A Hunger for God” by John Piper, “Rees Howells Intercessor” by Norman Grubb, and any of George Muller’s books on his prayer life. For Tim Challies top 5 recommendations see here.


Currently Reading:
Plugged In: Proclaiming Christ in the Internet Age by Marie Notcheva (This is a newly-released book I will be reviewing in a separate post – look for it in about 2 weeks!)

Additional books I want to read this next month:
Found in Him by Elyse Fitzpatrick
How to Live Right When Your Life Goes Wrong by Leslie Vernick

Monday, July 27, 2015

Why Don’t We Pray? (Prayer, Presumption & Fatalism)

I have been reading a few different books on prayer this month and it has given me a whole lot to think about. Why don’t I pray? Why do I sometimes hesitate to pray? Why is prayer so neglected in the church today? Why is it seen more as an afterthought than the important element that it actually is? As I have learned more about prayer I found that there are several main reasons why I (and probably you too) fail to pray.

The first reason is a false belief in fatalism. God’s in control and He’s going to have His way, so why should I pray? This is life, this is reality, we think, so we should just accept it. After all, God doesn’t change right? Paul Miller writes, “Modern psychology can unwittingly trap us in our pasts. It is just another form of fatalism that kills our ability to see the story God is weaving in our lives.” (A Praying Life, p. 178). The truth is that although God is sovereign and doesn’t “need” prayer He does indeed work and move through prayer. Does prayer change things? Yes, I believe it does. Does obedience change things? Yes, I believe it does. God is not a stoic, He responds to us. God promises to answer prayer, to bless obedience. This is not locked-in fate, this is a God of grace at work!

At the very least, prayer changes me and this connects to the second reason I don’t pray which is the opposite of the first: I can control/fix this situation myself, so it doesn’t even occur to me to pray. This unconscious attitude is actually self-dependence and pride. As we become more aware of situations where we think we are in control or are trying to be in control, we can learn to surrender, trust and thus pray that God will work in the situation.

Another reason I often don’t pray is fear of presumption. Now, it is good to have a healthy fear of presumption as it certainly is a sin. However, a fear of being presumptuous can often keep us from asking at all. God calls us to pray, He calls us to ask, so ask! Mark Batterson writes, “Our biggest problem is our small view of God. God is so much bigger than our biggest problems. God is so much better than our best thoughts. He is infinitely wiser and more glorious and powerful than anything we can imagine” (Draw the Circle, p. 206). Jesus Himself said, “And whatever you ask in My name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask anything in My name, I will do it” (John 14:13-14) and James writes simply, “you do not have because you do not ask” (James 4:2). Who knows what God is holding back, waiting for you to simply ask? So, ask!

A final reason is plain old doubt. We pray but God doesn’t seem to answer so we quit. We doubt that God hears, that He really cares, that He really will answer. Paul Miller also writes, “When we don’t receive what we pray for or desire, it doesn’t mean that God isn’t acting on our behalf. Rather, he’s weaving his story.” (A Praying Life, p. 187). God is writing a story, but it’s His story, not ours. Sometimes the answer to our prayers is not what we wanted, but as we learn to trust that He knows best we can lay down our desires and trust Him to answer as He sees fit. We are called to ask, seek and knock… and to keep asking, seeking and knocking, so keep at it, and trust that He is at work even if you can’t see it.

Brother, sister, pray! Don’t try to live this life on your own, rather learn to invite Him into every situation whether it seem unimportant or impossible. Be bold; ask for what’s on your heart, ask for your dreams. And trust that He WILL answer when and as He sees best. Prayer matters, it can change things, it can change people, it can and will change you.


Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Reading List! (June 30, 2015)



Finished this month:

Captivated: Beholding the Mystery of Jesus’ Death and Resurrection by Thabiti Anyabwile
This is a short book (95 pages) so a quick read and yet really great thoughts and meditations on the death and resurrection of Christ. Great reminders and very encouraging to me as I seek to fix my eyes on Christ and walk in Him – it’s all because of what He’s done! His death means the death of death, and His resurrection means victory and life for all who believe. What hope, what joy we have!
Get it here
 
“To be turned face-to-face with God the Father is the Bible’s idea of the highest possible blessing and happiness.” (p. 36)
“Life lived in light of the resurrection realizes that knowing Jesus and being with Jesus is the greatest possible future.” (p. 66)

Trusting God - even when life hurts by Jerry Bridges

“God will never allow any action against you that is not in accord with His will for you. And His will is always directed to our good.” (p. 71)

It’s really hard to believe that sometimes. This is one of those books, that when you’re actually going through what it’s talking about (ie. your life really does hurt) that it’s really hard to read. But this book is just so packed with so much truth and in the end I was so very encouraged! God CAN be trusted. This book will remind you of that. 
Get it here

“I knew the truth regarding God’s sovereignty. What I had to do was decide if I would trust Him, even when my heart ached. I realized anew that, just as we must learn to obey God one choice at a time, we must also learn to trust God one circumstance at a time. Trusting God is not a matter of my feelings but of my will. I never feel like trusting God… but I can choose to do so even when I don’t feel like it. That act of belief of the will, though, must be based on belief, and belief must be based on truth.” (p. 52)

“The good that He brings about is often different from the good we envision.” (p. 120)


Faith on Trial: Psalm 73 by Martyn Lloyd-Jones
This books is based on a sermon series by Martyn Lloyd-Jones, who is one a preacher/writter that I really like. We all have them… those times when everyone else seems to be doing better, and even those who reject God are prospering and loving life yet here we are suffering. We struggle with life’s seemingly unfairness and are tempted to question God’s love and goodness.  Come along the psalmists as he shares his journey of questioning God to trusting and praising Him. 
Get it here

 “All our troubles are ultimately due to the fact that we are governed by our feelings and our hearts and sensibilities instead of by clear thinking and the honest facing of things before God.” (p. 103)
“The greatest of all blessings is just to know God and to be in His presence.” (p. 158)


Infant Baptism & the Covenant of Grace by Paul Jewett
Great book! Super interesting! Paul Jewett writes from a Covenantal perspective against infant baptism (which is rather rare). I came away better understanding the paedobaptist view of baptism and being better equipped to argue against it. He is very balanced in his view of Scripture and correctly sees that it is progressing. “Paedobaptists tend to be insensitive to the movement of revelation from the broader dimension of Old Testament externalism to the deeper dimension of New Testament inwardness.” (p. 228) The types in the OT are fulfilled spiritually in the NT, it’s a spiritual kingdom and a spiritual family we are apart of now. Baptism belongs to those who have themselves professed faith in Christ, and to those only. To baptize infants takes away its meaning – it’s symbolism of what God has already done inwardly. 
Get it here

“But in the New Testament, the only way to become a member of the church is not by natural birth [or baptism] but by a new birth.” (p. 223)
 “Since there are no longer covenant blessings in an external sense [i.e. land], there is no justification in giving the covenant sign to those who are our children in an external sense, that is, our children according to the flesh.” (p. 235)

Free Indeed by Dr. Richard Ganz
This was a very thought-provoking book. How easily we can become slaves of our own hearts, slaves of other people’s convictions or opinions. What does it mean that Christ has set us free? How is this freedom to be attained? How is it to be lived out? The truth is that we have been set free from many things and this is a GLORIOUS truth! At the same time though we are set free from sin/self/the world to be under the authority of Christ. True freedom is found in surrender to the One for whom we were made. Only then will we experience the freedom and joy we seek.  It is for freedom that Christ has made us free!
(Note: there were a few minor things I’m not sure I totally agreed with [just because sometimes I’m super picky theologically], but I would still recommend you reading it. It gave me a LOT to think about in regards to my own life.) Get it here.

“The knowledge of God presupposes our ability to be excellent. When we aren’t excellent, we are lying about God. That is why disobedience and sin in general is so serious… The call to perfection is not meant to break us, but to move us into the realm where the knowledge of God is continually infused into our lives.” (p. 95)
“The joy and freedom of the Christian life is always available, but it is only available as we live in obedience to Him.” (p. 97)


The Believer’s Sabbath by John G. Reisinger
This is just a short booklet on what the Sabbath means to us as New Covenant believers. The 7th day of creation shows God resting from His work. Sin however interrupted this rest and humanity lost its ability to have eternal rest. The Sabbath law was instituted in Exodus as a pre-Gospel of sin the rest that was to come through the Messiah. And when Christ did come and complete the work of salvation He restored unto His people this eternal rest. What joy!
Get it here.
                                                                                                  
Currently Reading:
Draw the Circle by Mark Batterson
The Law of Christ by Charles Leiter

Additional books I want to read this next month:
A Praying Life by Paul Miller

Saturday, June 20, 2015

He Heals the BrokenHearted




Sometimes life breaks our heart. Maybe a person let us down, maybe hopes and dreams were dashed, maybe sickness ruined our plans, maybe death took away our loved one, whatever it might be life sometimes leaves us with wounds that can’t be fixed with a band aid. I know what it’s like to hurt, to lose, to wish that life could just be over so the pain would stop. It was amidst this deep darkness and emotional pain that someone told me, “Amelia, I know it’s hard to believe this right now, but the pain will leave. Be patient, keep holding on, God will heal you.” It was hard to believe. When you can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel life is very, very discouraging. But in the midst of the storm going on inside of me, I had a rock, and His name was Jesus. Even though I didn’t understand, even though I struggled, I held on to that fragment of faith I had left.

And then God did heal me. It took over a year and a half, but God healed me. One day I suddenly realized there was no underlying sense of sadness and grief anymore. Gone was the weight that had so long pulled me down to despair. And while I still sometimes wonder “why”, I don’t doubt His goodness anymore. I cried then, but these were no longer tears of sadness, rather, tears of happiness. How faithful God had been to me! He had restored me, healed my heart even though I knew I didn’t deserve it. Surely I didn’t. I wish I could say I responded to my trial better, I wish I could say I had a joyful heart and accepted whatever God brought into my life, but I didn’t. I was angry and bitter, and there were times where I was practically pushing Him away. But you know what? He wouldn’t let me go. I was honest with God and vented my anger and bitterness, but then He would gently remind me that He was God, He was my Creator and being angry with Him was not OK. He convicted me ever so gently of my unbelief and doubt and I had to admit that I was actually sinning in my response and cry out to Him to rescue and restore me. Deep down God had placed in me a faith that would never fail and through His grace, even in my darkest times when I felt like I was at the end of my “faith” rope, even then I was given strength to hang on. I am so thankful that God’s grace is sovereign enough to keep me even when I fail and strong enough to heal us when we are broken. I love this quote from Charles Spurgeon: "God is too good to be unkind, too wise to be mistaken; and when you cannot trace His hand, you can trust His heart."  

Perhaps you are in a waiting time right now… perhaps you wonder if the healing will ever come, if you will ever “get over it”, if you will ever really feel happy again. While there are some things that God may see fit to leave us with for the rest of our lives, God does promise to heal our hearts, to strengthen our faith, to equip us to stand in the midst of difficulty. Friend, let my story encourage you – God heals the brokenhearted. He does! Let the song below encourage you…. I would often put it on repeat and listen to it over and over again. He is faithful. Hold on. He will come and He will heal your heart.  



Sunday, May 31, 2015

Reading List! (May 31, 2015)


Finished this month:


Spurgeon’s Sorrows by Zack Eswine
This book was so, SO encouraging! If you struggle with depression or if you have never struggled with it you need to read this book! For those suffering it gives some great comfort and encouragement and for those who want to help it will give you great insight and ways you can understand and truly help those struggling.
 

The Set Apart Woman by Leslie Ludy
Such a wonderful book! Written for women single or married this will be a great encouragement to you in your walk with Christ. I was greatly encouraged and reminded of so many things that help us in our walk with Christ. Filled with thoughtful advice on how to build godly habits and thoughts on how to view your “self”, your time and your interests and what you should be focusing on. Also counsel on how to train your mind to say no to/put off negative, ungodly or unhelpful thoughts and learn to set your mind on the things of God and on the truth of His Word. And over all, how the Gospel needs to be the foundation of everything in our lives.

“We ask God to give us the desires of our hearts, all the while forgetting that He should always be the chief desire of our hearts.” (p. 141, emphasis hers)
“Far too many of us spend the majority of our prayer and quiet times meditating upon ow we feel rather than upon who God is.” (p. 60)
“We’ve been conditioned to believe that self-promotion is right and good, but as set-apart women, we are called by God to forget ourselves and let all our own interests become swallowed up in Him. We are not to see the highest place, but the lowest one.” (p. 119)



I also finished reading Psychology & Christianity: Five Views (edited by Eric L. Johnson) which I was reading for a class. Very interesting and I understand the different perspectives better now. But “Biblical Counseling” by far gives us the view with the highest view of God and Scripture and I think also helps to see man’s sufferings the clearest. 

Currently Reading:
Trusting God (even when life hurts) by Jerry Bridges (re-reading this one because sometimes, trusting God is really, really hard).

Additional books I want to read this next month:
Captivated: Beholding the Mystery of Jesus’ Death and Resurrection by Thabiti Anyabwile
Faith on Trial: Psalm 73 by Martyn Lloyd-Jones
Infant Baptism & the Covenant of Grace by Paul Jewett (This is written by a Covenant-theologian [CT], but he is anti-infant baptism and most CT believe in infant baptism. I don’t agree with CT or infant baptism but going to a Presbyterian seminary this fall I’m reading it to better understand it.)